Dear bloggy..
Today will be the last day i get to spend with my roomie, Zati. Without realizing it, we've been together for almost two and a half years.. It's saddening to see her go to her last paper this morning. Then at noon, it'll be my last time to see her off..
She has always been like a big sister to me, and whether she realized it or not, she taught me how to be patience and tough on situations that i couldn't handle previously. She also taught me that it's okayh to be pissed but you must forgive and forget in the end. *tears rolling down* We've been through soo much together..
It all started when we met during utp interview session..unknowingly, we clicked right away. We both successfully passed the interview and became roomies for the 1st time during orientation week. We both liked it and so the relationship goes on till our 3rd year 1st semester. Oh, I forgot to mention, Zati is a diploma holder previously so for her degree she had to do only 3 years (lots of exempted subjects), aaaaaand she pushed her internship back to her last year. Hence this year, when i see her off for semester break, it will be the last one as her roomate. After intership, she'll graduate right away whilst I have another year to complete.
Our roomie-relationship has its ups and downs moments, but that's life..you know. Life is about trusting your feelings and taking chances, losing and finding happiness, appreciating the memories, learning from the past, and realizing people change. Changes are not necessarily ALL bad.
To be honest with you, writing these words down doesn't make me feel better, but I hope that if you're reading this darling, do remember that you'll always have my arms to give you a hug, my ears to listen to whatever you want to talk about, and my heart; a heart that will always miss you. It has been a truly amazing 3 years and thank you for everything.. Hope to see you in KL okayh! Or whenever wherever :)
"Life is a dance- colorful, vibrant and captivating"
ainin
Tuesday, November 30, 2010