Tuesday, February 09, 2010

heyya bloggy~

I'm lucky to have friends like you people out there. Always ready with an antenna to pick up my bad mood and cheer me up..Aww... Thanks.. Having you as a friend is like having my own sunshine, all warm and fuzzy~ ^^ Seriously, you brought me back to life. ;P

Ahhh!!! Reading back on what i wrote, i sounded so depressed!! I can't believe i ACTUALLY wrote that! Hehhe.. well i guess when you're in the mood, ANYTHING is possible~! Wee~~ But I'm fine now, (for the time being anyway), I'm holding up till everything settles ^^ It's true what Abraham Lincoln said, "At the end of the day, it's not the years in your life that counts; it's the life in your years."


Friends are like parachutes

Even though I was falling head first to the ground, they supported me and brought me back gently back on my feet.

I WILL be strong and we'll GET THRU this watever it takes, we'll get through it together,
ainin

hope {2}

Monday, February 08, 2010

Dear bloggy..

I am nowhere near perfect

I eat when I'm bored

I fall down A LOT

I'm vulnerable to believing lies

I'm hoping that one day I won't need a fake smile

I live my life thinking about others because I care too much

I make up excuses for everything

I have best friends and only 1 enemy

I have dramas and memories

and that's life..

I woke up today to find myself wondering if it could have been different. Then I realized that sooner or later, as much as you try to avoid it, problems will catch up with you, and when it does, all your senses will be on fire. On the other hand, I guess if it's hell now, it's gonna be Armageddon in 5 years time. I guess now is a good time to learn. Still, I wish it hadn't.. 

Lemme ask you a question.. If death meant just leaving the stage long enough to change costume and come back as a new character...Would you slow down? Or speed up? In my 20 years of life, it's a question even I don't have the answer to. I'm so used to being sure of EVERYTHING in my life. I'm the type of person who will not change the way I look or the way I feel to conform to anything. I've always been a freak. So I've been a freak all my life and I lived with that happily, you know. I'm one of those people. =) I'm tough, ambitious, and i know excatly what i want. If that makes me a bitch, That's fine by me. But yeah..right now, I'm having my rare moments of doubts..

I'm gonna go relax myself..talking nonsense here adey
ainin



life {1}

Friday, February 05, 2010

This song could put me to sleep anytime of the day.

Especially if sung by a husky voiced ceecak.

Hhehehe...

Enjoy!

...The itsy-bitsy spider...
...Climbing up the wall...
...Down came the rain...
...And washed the spider out...
...Out came the sun...
...And dried up all the rain...
...And the itsy-bitsy spider...
...Climbed up the wall again...

Love,
ainin

our lullaby {1}

Wednesday, February 03, 2010

heyya bloggy~


We were born to this world with a lot of influence. They could be from our parents, our siblings, our relatives, our friends or even the advertisements plastered before our eyes. Those may stimulate our behavior to become either better or worse. Well behavior such as politeness, respect, confidence, rational and honesty are essential in maintaining a happy and likable life where people look up to you with joy and proud. 

In order to sustain this rigid structure of behavior, we have to beforehand practice them in our early stages of life. It is always better to practice them since childhood when everything is manageable and flexible. Not only can we make more friends, we can even broaden our shallow and rusted lifestyle. Good behavior brings good femininity in people both as respect and friendship. Thus, it is important to ensure the fertility of a seed before you sow it. 

On the other hand, there are several negative or better off said as destructive behavior that always drag people to the path where success is further than it should be. It is the path that leads to a dead end. dom dom dom.. Examples of the negative behavior are rebelling, lying, being rude, talking in a lousy manner, farting silently and giving out an awful smell, and even being lazy. These behaviors can lead us to a lotus eating life even though we might have some fun along the way. As always, it will not lead to the improvement of life where good behavior are treated highly than the bad ones, where people look up to those who are well behaved while turning an eye blind to those who neglect good behavior. 

Based on this, it is obvious that good behavior makes constructive life while bad behavior makes destructive life. However, it is entirely in our hand to decide, to choose the road in our life for the better or for the worse. Behavior, well known as our nature in life, developed with what we feed it to be. So it is thoroughly up to us to choose how we want it to be- either to lose by practicing destructive behavior or win by sustaining good behavior.

am said to be the devil in cloak,
ainin

Behaviour {2}

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Dear bloggy..

A long long time ago someone asked me, "between the both of you, who love the other person more?" Without hesitating i said, "him". Right now, I don't think I'll be able to say that so confidently anymore. The answer COULD be, me? All i'm saying is that the table could have turned.Well, we've dated for quite some time wert ^^ Sucks to be you guys out there!! Hehehe ..

It sure is funny, but i don't remember when exactly that i start loving him. All I know is that love came knocking on my door when i least expected it. Hmmm...It dawned to me that the greatest thing that anyone could ever learn is to love, and be loved in return. It's beautiful!!

dreaming that you'll always be mine,
ainin

art of love {1}

Saturday, January 16, 2010

Heyy bloggy,




"You can push me down as many times as you want. But I WILL stand back up, every single time."

When i open my eyes, the clockwork will start..
ainin

lets begin again {0}

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

heyya bloggy!!

Mum is coming back this SUNDAY!!!! Woot woot!! Hopefully her flight would not be delayed or anything.. London is still having blizzards and all.. Hopefully everything goes well.

Today's quote:
"When problems involve practical matters, you focus on achieving a solution, rather than where you went wrong"

ainin

A sound plan {1}

heyya bloggy!

Today i wanna talk about love^^.. You gotta admit, it's an evergreen topic and very interesting~

Ehem ehem.. Lemme start by asking you.. Yes. YOU. What is Love? I believe that is the most difficult question for mankind to answer. There is no definite description of love.. Love is so abstract that even if you're face-face with love, you might not even realise it. Love is greater than what anyone can express for it is something so complex, no words could describe it.. and yet, love is also simple than even a child understands it...

I know what you think, love is not all sunshine and roses all the time.

I acknowledge that. However, one should not expect to create the PERFECT relationship, rather one should look at the beauty of love in many hidden ways. Be it in a simple kiss, or a fight which leads to a more mature and understanding relationship between couple/family.

Do you remember the rush of emotions when u first see that special someone? The warmth that seems to surround you when he/she is around.. When I looked at my life- how the pieces fall into place. I realise something important- all the actions, decisions, and path that I have taken in my life revolves around love.. Receiving love, giving love, sharing love.. All other things in life seems pale without love.

So, what do I think of love? My own definition of love would most probably be that love is as great as a lightning stroke, so bright, and powerful, it threatens to shatter the heavens. But at the same time, love is as soft as a flower, and often just as fragile. So, though it has always been here, it will only appear in its own sweet time.

In holistic, there is no point "chasing" love, or "forcing" someone to love you. Love should be nurture, and with time, it will bloom into the most beautiful flower..

Understanding love is the first step to peace making,
ainin

sunshine and roses {0}

Friday, January 08, 2010

heyy bloggy~

Of course everyone had played monopoly at least once in their life time. It's the number ONE family game of all time! Hahahh!! I personally think that by playing monopoly, you not only can strengthen the bond between family members, but also exercise your creative mind..

Last night, my little sister and a few of her friends came over for a sleep over. We played a game of monopoly which ended up in laughter and people rolling on the floor ^^ Ina won the game though.. Hmm.. she must have cheated somehow.. The interesting part of the game would be the use of credit cards. YES, the producers even implemented the plastic GOD in the game. Ergo, we were spending millions and MILLIONS of dollars last night. Felt so good!

Oh, i forgot to mention.. I'm home peeps! However, i've got a proposal that must be completed before sunday. So, the chances of going out to have a jolly good fun EVERY SINGLE DAY is out of the question. Maybe I can con someone into doing it for me? Haih.. I will give it my best! Hou yeaa...

Gotta go shower (YES..I'm fully aware of what time is it..) ^^
ainin

monopoly {0}

Tuesday, January 05, 2010

heyya bloggy~!

At the sight of UTP's main gate, i felt a wave of sadness, no sense of belonging whatsoever.. I admit that all seems familiar, but THAT's it.. At least, ceecak's here ^^ That's the plus side :)

Ahh, coming back to my entry's title- Carl's Jr. For those of you out there who's wondering WHAT is Carl's Jr., it's a brand of fast food chain which sells GIGANTIC burgers! The price is abit overrated for burgers but it's yummy-licious! What i can say is that, the burger was DEFINITELY more filling than any burger I've had. (one single exception is Chilli's) (^v^)v

Here's some photos for you to "devour"..hehehhe!!


AND this is what was left of it after a few CHOMPS!

But nothing beats home cooked food,
ainin

my first Carl's Jr. {0}